I felt pretty scared,
you, crying halfway up the stairs
your hands look pretty red,
and I don’t think it’s fair
I don’t think it speaks,
any differently
from the sirens calling for you from the street
get off me.
I’ve been careless,
with my confidence
pulling out my hair and still
lying to my parents.
I had it all and I kept it for myself
You made me promise,
but I can’t keep that as well.
This is why I hate your help,
this is why I can’t trust anybody else
telling me to keep the cut clean
cauterise it if you need
but there won’t be any other chance
please don’t leave me by myself.
Watching as it starves,
hanging from the arms
giving it an inch will end up giving you a scar
it’s only fun until somebody gets hurt
so who’s gonna stick the knife in first.
This is why I hate your help,
but this is why I can’t trust anybody else
always telling me to keep the cut clean
cauterise it if you need
but there won’t be any other chance
please don’t leave me by myself.
it looks painful,
to know that you’re capable
of caring for everyone else
but sparing yourself
that same act of kindness
your chemicals work with violence.
this is why I hate your help
this is why I can’t trust anybody else.
This is why I hate your help,
but this is why I can’t trust anybody else
always telling me to keep the cut clean
cauterise it if you need
but there won’t be any other chance
please don’t leave me by myself.
credits
from EAT YOUR OWN,
track released October 22, 2021
Written by Ffinlo Colley, Emily Lodge, Charles Tomlinson, Hannah Watts
Performed by Delaire The Liar
Mastered by Lewis Johns
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